this little bit gives you an idea of my current motivation for lectures:
my ecotoxicology notes
i think it’s pretty obvious where my mind still is:
conophytum calculus growing in the knersvlakte, northwestern south africa
when i had finished the drawing, i took off early.
it’s getting better, though.
(and, in my defense, this was one of the most mindboggingly boring lectures of all time; hardly anybody attends it.)